So I've been battling a nasty head cold, sore throat and gross cough for the past few days, so what better way to cheer myself up than to record myself destroying-err... playing one of my favorite songs. (My voice is/was shot to hell because of my throat being sore, which is quite noticeable in the last chorus, haha.)
Are you gonna live your life wondering, Standing in the back, Looking around?
Are you gonna waste your time thinking, How you’ve grown up, Or how you missed out?
Things are never gonna be the way you want. Where's it gonna get you acting serious? Things are never gonna be quite what you want, Or even at 25, You gotta start sometime.
----xXx----
"Poetic Tragedy" by The Used
The cup is not half empty as pessimists say as far as he sees nothing's left in the cup A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up
A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere he gave heed to nothing and all that he was is just a tragedy
So he voyages in circles succeeds getting nowhere and submits to the substance that first got him there, there, there, there
then in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one is there a point to this madness and all that he was is just a tragedy
He feels alone His heart in his hands, he's alone He feels alone I feel
Then on that last day he breaks and he stood tall then he yelled, and he takes his life {why world, why world, hate you, hate you, bye world}
violent frustration he cries out to God or just no one is there a point to this madness and all that he was is just a tragedy -xXx-
Since I've gotten ahold of a drumset to mess around with, I figured I'd share a few pics of me having some fun. ;)
--- I've been in a bit of a drought with writing lately, I've just had so much on my mind and so many different things I've been trying out. Hopefully soon I'll have something worthwhile to post, but until then, I guess it'll just be small tidbit updates such as this.
Much love to all, Geoff ----xXx----
I'll close with two songs that I've been (over)playing lately and also one song whose lyrics I have fallen in love with again. :)
'Warning' by incubus I suggest we learn to love ourselves before it's made illegal. When will we learn? When will we change? Just in time to see it all come down. Those left standing will make millions writing books on the way it should have been...
When she woke in the morning, she knew that her life had passed her by And she called out a warning: "Don't ever let life pass you by!"
'I Got Id (aka I Got Shit)' by Pearl Jam An empty shell seems so easy to crack. Got all these questions. Don't know who I could even ask. So I'll just lie alone and wait for the dream where I'm not ugly and you're looking at me.
And I stay in bed. Oh, little I've seen there. If just once I could feel loved, oh, Stare back at me. Yeah.
But I walked alive when you held me in that night. Oh, I walked alive when you held my hand that night. Oh, I walked alive when you held me close that night. I paid the price. Never held you in real life. My lips are shaking...
And then of course, one of my all time favorites:
'Black' by Pearl Jam
I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear? Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the sun can drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass of what was everything All the pictures have all been washed in black Tattooed everything
All the love gone bad turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why Why can't it be mine?
To me, it's always seemed that friendships and relationships just end in tears and heartbreak.
I end up throwing my heart so far ahead into things that by the time the rest of my body (and senses) catch up, it's too late.