Wednesday, May 28, 2008

The defining moment in this blog, a moment of clarity if you will.

"Suiciduality All*StaR!"- a term used to describe someone dealing with severe depression who is very often mistakenly made out to be suicidal. Made up of a combination of suicide/suicidal and duality.

Suicide - The act of killing yourself.
Suicidal - The general "mood" (or mindset) of contemplating killing yourself.
Duality - in this case meaning the act of (sanely but intentionally) having two different sides or personalities ("faces").
All-star - Being unanimously one of the best.

...So put together you get a person who appears to be depressed and suicidal on the outside, but is actually quite content or even happy and in their right mind when you get to know them. Ultimately being one of the best at hiding his true feelings, and being so educated in his ways that he is possibly starting to give in to the feelings and temptations of heavy depression. Realizing that there maybe more truth to his disguise than just a way to keep his "true" feelings from being exposed...

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