I'm glad you're perfect! Gold star for you!

The saying about taking a bullet for your friend is very well know. It's said quite a bit, and sometimes it seems more like something that friends say and would probably not really act on. More of a formality of sorts, I guess. The reason I bring this up is because I've been thinking about how people react to suicide. The "coward's way out" or "the most selfish thing you can do" are thrown around quite a bit. I love the people who say they can't respect someone for killing themselves. It always gives me a good laugh. You also hear "strong" people saying that they should take it like a man, stick it out for their family and friends. I just think it's so great that other people can judge stuff like that when they don't half the bullshit that causes it. Who the fuck are you to tell someone their life's work is wasted because they killed themself?
Dose anyone EVER think about what that person was going through, or their reason? No, they don't. Fuck you if you think they did it to get recognition and be known. How the fuck do they enjoy being known if they're dead? People are so damn narrow-minded and stupid nowadays it makes me sick. It' beautiful to see that all these people's lives are so amazing that they can criticize other's choices and talk down to the dead. Haha, all you can do is laugh at their ignorance.
If I were to take my own life, which is a very real possibility, I can compare that to taking a bullet for the ones that I hold close...and my friends. Think about it, I'm saving them from my constant disappointments and me letting them down. It's kinda like I'm saving them from the pain I have/will cause(d) them. I'll take a bullet for them and die, while they get to live their life and not suffer alongside my depressing existence. makes perfect sense to me. Would I still be a coward running away from my problems?...or would I be a hero for stopping the BIG problem in other's lives?...myself. So I ask of you, please, the next time you hear of someone killing themselves, remember how perfect you are and how you've never done anything wrong, and how you could never possibly be that selfish...then go swallow a knife you fucking ignorant bastard. What if you were to find out later that your name was mentioned in their suicide note? Are they still selfish because they spared your life and instead of dealing with the awe-inspiring enigma that you see yourself as, they committed suicide? They could have just as easily killed you and then themselves, but no, they decided not to take your bullshit anymore and take themself out, and allow you to shine on. Prick.
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"Thank goodness you're perfect, I was worried for a second that we ran out of self-righteous dickheads, thanks for filling in!"