The Vicious Cycle

I've been sick from the start
of your tricks on my heart.
I'm sick of the lies you've spoken,
and sneakin' 'round hearts you've broken.
You've had your fun, don't act stunned,
you've stolen my heart and now we're done.
You turn and you run, as the tears 've begun,
mascara and blood become a river of one,
the blood of your sins have covered your hands,
symbolic of the hearts you've crushed into sand.
The black from your eyes runs down your face,
showing your true feelings of pain and disgrace.
The life you lead is not one you've chosen,
It stems from your innocence long ago stolen.
Your heart was broken at the hands of a liar,
He held you and told you “my love is like fire”,
His passion was burning, heart filled with desire.
When he left you that day and told you goodbye,
you felt lost and alone, but too scared to cry.
It hurt so much you hoped you would die,
they warned you he'd lie, but you gave him a try.
He hurt you so bad, you never once blamed him,
He left you in darkness, your lights had been dimmed.
No, you blamed yourself and everyone around you,
You'd felt that pain, and now they'll feel it too.
It'll make you feel better, it has to, it must!
So you've broken their hearts and stomped 'em to dust,
You wear that dust like glitter on your face,
Most girls wear make-up, but not in your case.
You leave bits of glitter at every guy's place,
'Till all of it's gone with none left to waste.
Is it better now? Is your heart healed?
Nope, and it's “even worse than the pain that they must feel”...
'Cuz you're hurting bad, and you don't know why.
You feel lost and alone, and too scared to cry.
It hurts so much you hope that you'll die..
That's when I saw you, in tears, walk by,
They warned me you'd lie, but I gave you a try.
I saw your true beauty when I looked in your eyes
Something was wrong, though I didn't know what,
Couldn't put my finger on the feeling in my gut.
As life's progressed your hatred's become heated,
but you'll never learn, and the cycle's repeated...