Missed opportunities?

Did I miss my chance at my one true love?
Did I shrug off that angel from above?
Did I leave her alone and not even know?
Is she hiding her pain deep below?
Is she closer than I could have thought?
Will she get away without being caught?
Is she hurting and no one's there
while I hurt and no one cares?
Is she hiding in the shade?
Is her cover of darkness one that I've made?
Have I lost my mind and gone insane?
Have all these poems been written in vain?
If I wrote millions more, what would I gain?
Have they been written to mask the pain?
Shift the focus from her over time,
Will she perish or finally be mine?
I talk of my pain and heartache
and complain of the happiness I have to fake.
Have I overlooked my one true love?
It's the story of life, and it is never fair,
but this is my curse, my cross to bear.